`Diary

I really don't know what to write here so I've decided to make this my online diary since I'm so lazy to write because of my hand writing sucks. hehe. Anyway, there's nothing wrong with that right? I'll post what i want to post. All of them are my feelings so I hope even just a little, you'll appreciate it. :)


Today is the last Sunday of the month. I was planning to go to Pampanga [a province here in our country] with my best friend but unfortunately she sent me a text message that it's okay if I don't come along. I replied, okay sure. I was really looking forward to that trip because that will be our first out of town together. I know there are many next time to come but I wish that will be soon. I want to hang out with her. I haven't seen her for 2 weeks now. I really miss her.

Later today, I will attend evening mass and i hope to see some of my friends in the church. For us, Sunday is the only way to meet. After mass we sometimes go out to eat or go to someone else house to party. Well, I really love it when we get together. :) I wish we have more time. :\ and later tonight, I will go to my mom's house to visit her and my sis. I will stay for a night there. I miss my sister, I want to talk to her about silly things even though we end up fighting. hehe. ^_^

But before those, I will watch anime since there's no manga to read :) One Piece is on my list today and waiting for Hunter x Hunter 2011 [this is a remake] to come out. While downloading, I'm planning to watch D.Gray-Man since I only have 23 episodes left. Gonna watch at least 3 or 5 episodes before I prepare to go out. I wish One Piece will be exciting again, like Ace's Arc but I don't want anyone else to die anymore. I'm so glad that in the manga, they were out in the Fishman Island and now heading to other Island. In the anime, they just got there in the Fishman Island and Luffy will help Shirahoshi and they will defeat Hody. But don't get me wrong, One Piece is one of my favorite anime and manga :D Actually it's my number one ^_^ [number two is Naruto] Oda-sensei is really good. I've learn a lot by watching it. To treasure my friends, to have a family even though you're not related by blood and many more. Sometimes, I want to be a pirate like them and I want to do what they're doing. I really hope there's really a fruit that will give you power XD I'm silly right? I'm really attached to this story that's why I want it to be reality. :D Anyways, that's just my opinion.

Well, that's it for today 'cause I really need to watch anime now. Time is running :)

` From the heart ♡

Today, I received a New Year's post card from Tomo-chan :) [She's one of my best friend :)] I was really surprised when I saw this 'cause I'm expecting a letter not a post card but I felt really happy when I read it :) She's so sweet like I told you on my first blog ^_^ She never told me about this post card that's why I'm so surprised and at the same time I was touched. I really thank God for meeting her, for being one of my best friend and for being part of my life. I believe that you can't measure friendship by the time you spend together but the bond you shared together, the trust and love for each other :) It doesn't matter if you're apart or not talking much, the important thing is you never forget the friendship :) I really want to see her now and do something special for her too like she always do to me. ♥ I'm so lucky to have her as my best friend ♡

` Junjou Egoist Act 16

Have you read it? If not, read it now. :) I really love this pair Nowaki x Hiroki :D I really think that they're the sweetest pair of all junjou's XD and this chapter is all about Christmas. Being lovers, you should spend Christmas time together with your partner right? I think that way :) and they think so too that's why I'm so glad that Nowaki asked Hiroki for his time on Christmas. :D (me while reading, I was like ヾ(≧∪≦*)ノ〃) Nowaki's a pediatrician so he has less time for Hiroki that's why I'm so happy when he asked him :D

Hiroki is not a type of guy who will buy you anything, I mean who normally gives gifts for someone that's why I'm really happy and excited when he went to a store :) (though I have an idea what he will buy)

Then the day has come, Nowaki's promise to come on time but then again, you'll never know when accidents or whatever will happen and it's Christmas there will be a lot of patients and tada~ before he left work there are five patients coming in, short of staffs and doctors. there's no way he will ignore it so he did his job. [but I really was disappointed in him not calling or sending a text message to Hiroki first >.<] So my poor Hiro-chan waited in a cold weather til late night.

So Hiroki decided to drop by in the hospital first before getting home. And Nowaki's co-doctor pissed me off bigtime by saying Hiroki should break up with Nowaki because he saw his old self in Nowaki. Between lover and work, which one will you choose? That Tsumori [the co-doctor of Nowaki] chose his work and he thinks Nowaki will do that too. I really think that Tsumori likes Hiroki [my adorable Hiroki]. Just in time when Hiroki told Tsumori that he wanted to spend time with Nowaki, Nowaki appeared and they went home together ;) I really think Nowaki is an M 'cause whenever Hiroki complains he becomes happy. [well, so am I. cause you can feel your partner right?]  Hiroki really wanted to spend more time with him, Nowaki is really happy hearing those words as well as when he receive his presents too.

After receiving his gifts, I fall in love with Nowaki even more when he said he will be more intimate with Hiroki and he will treasure him more :) That's so sweet. I really hope Nowaki exist :D and they finally run going home while holding each other hands :D Nowaki's sweet words makes me blush >///<

I can't put here the next pages, so read them. So sweet and intimate ♥ Hiroki's got drunk but not too much. They did "it". and I was like *O* >////< hehehe. Nowaki told him that He loves Hiroki more than anyone else, Hiroki's reply is "I love you too" XD kyaaaaaaaaaa~ I think that was the first time that Hiroki said it. XD Nowaki's gift is a couples mugs, so cute ♥ I want one too ♥ the morning came, Hiroki checked his phone and he realized he called Usami Akihiko [Misaki's Seme ♥] for 5 hours, that was really a great help for Usagi-san XD Hearing all of their conversations and moans? hahaha.  and after a few months, the result is a manga XD I think it will be a best seller one ^__^

This chapter is one of my favorites so better read them XD

` LOVE and LIFE :)

It's a bit late but WELCOME 2012 :)
Another year has come and I hope it's a good one. I don't know if this is the last year of the Earth but as long as it exists, I want to make the most out of it :) For my family, best friends, friends and people that I will meet in the future, and for my dream. :)

FAMILY
I want to make lots of memories with my whole family. I want to express my love for them even thought I still don't know how 'cause I'm kinda shy type of person. I don't want to have regrets anymore, when my dad passed away last year I regret not telling him I love him. I didn't have the chance to say goodbye, I'm sorry and thank you. I don't want that to happen again. So this year I'm planning to express my love and care. Do you think if I hug them they will feel it? I hope so. I really love to hug and that's the only thing I can do and of course some simple little things. I want to have more pictures together and always communicating with each other. Less fights, more laughing moments. I want to say I'm sorry and thank you but again, I can't do it face to face. Can you please help me out?

BEST FRIENDS
-TOMOMI is one of my best friends :) I call her Tomo-chan ;) She's from Japan. I met her through Twitter and met her in person when she visited Philippines for her intern :) She's really pretty and tall.  Nice and sweet. I really love her smile :) I'm glad I met her. She did and doing a lot of things for me, she sent me a comic book together with her pictures and a letter and this week or next week I will be receiving another letter from her again. I'm really happy about that. She never forgets. I really hope that she can feel that I'm not forgetting her too.  I want to do a lot of things for her too but unfortunately, my gift for her is still here and still no date when to send it. :( She don't mind but I do. I really hope I can do something for her too. Something that she'll never forget and I want to make her happy. :) I'm really glad that I met her, I hope I can see her again soon. :)


-DELANIE is my best friend since high school. We're best friends for almost 9 years now and going strong. I call her Dhe, her nickname. We don't talk much lately because she's busy with her work. She often visits me whenever she has free time. She's a funny person and for sure you will love her laugh. She's pretty too and super nice. Like Tomo-chan, Dhe gave me lots of things as well. I won't enumerate. I'm really glad that she found me and brought me back to reality. I don't know any words that will describe her but she's one of the amazing person that I met. :) I will make her happy too :)

-BRIX my co-worker and now my best friend, the star of our group, his voice is like a girl's, he always makes people happy, as long as you're with him you'll never get bored. He's gay but it's no big deal. I love him just the way he is, I don't care what other people think of him. He accepted me for who I am and me as well to him. We love to read novels, yaoi novels (Boys Love) and I love it when we talked about the story and guys, of course :) I want to see him again. I hope we can :) I'm glad I met him too :)

For the three of them, I want to make something special for them this year but I'm still thinking what but I will :)

FRIENDS
I have lots of friends from high school, I want to see them all especially RIZALERS, my classmates. At first I don't like them but as time gone by I started to like them and I'm so attached to them. I'm glad I'm one of them. I hope we can do something different this year, like out of town 'cause we never did. hehe. I want to see my friends from other sections and schools too :) I hope we can meet even accidentally. ^^ And this year I want to meet some of my Twitter friends :) thanks to Yumi-chan that I can finally meet her and Cee-chan :) I hope everything goes well. I want to meet Neechan too but she's living in UK, that's too far from here. Maybe someday :) I want to see my college friends too especially AHSE 2P but I think that will be hard now, all of us have different work. I really want to see them again and laugh til my tummy aches :) I miss them. I also want to see my co-workers FH29A, they're good happy people :) you can laugh all you want with them :)

DREAM
My dream is to go to Japan and live there. I have an aunt living there and a half japanese cousin and a pure japanese uncle. :) I want to be with them, I haven't seen them in person for 6 years now. I want to help them because they helped me a lot in the past, they're still helping me now that's why I'm so grateful. I really want to go there to cheer my cousin. And one of the reasons I want to go to Japan, I want to buy lots of manga. I want to see in my own very eyes a bookstore full of manga :D and if I'll be lucky I want to see Weekly Shounen Jump company and meet the mangakas of my favorite mangas :) I want to meet voice actors, especially the voice actor of Sakata Gintoki :) I want to eat REAL RAMEN  :) I want to see cherry blossoms, snow and the tree that Tomo-chan took a picture with. If only I can be there easily, I wish opportunity comes this year. I will grab it with all my might. I will give my best for this dream to become reality. :)

Thank you for reading :)